I've been thinking a lot about love lately. And it sucks because i don't have a boyfriend. Every friggin movie i watch has some type of romance in it and it just makes me want to burst out in tears. I know...."I have my whole life ahead of me", but i would just like to have one boyfriend that wasn't an asshole. I want my prince charming! I fall in love so easily, it's not funny. And I can't even talk to a guy, my face goes totally red, my words come out all messed up and my nees get all weak! It's not fun....i make a total ass of myself!I HATE IT! I really believe that each one of us girls has our own prince charming out there, we just have to get off our asses and find them. But I really like this one guy that i met at my friends party. But it's CRAZY because i only met him once. He is a really nice guy though. But the problem is....i don't know if he likes me and i probably already made an ass of myself in front of him. I must be stupid!